Yangping told me that the reasons that they make fun of me is because i am too feminine and beacause i am too fake. Too feminine? Whats the standard for feminine?How can someone be too feminine?Just because that the girls around me are as rough as boys, so I get the the crime of being too feminine. Its ridiculous, its stupid!
Too fake? I dont understand. How can someone be fake? I didnt understand it when he told me, and i still dont understand it now.If the person that I am at in school is fake, then i dont know what is the real me. I am being mself, i have always been being myself. I dont understand. Am i stupid?
Hmm.. life is all about discovering things about others, things about our surroundings and things about yourself. Actually, i do find myself contradictive at some times. To tell the truth, I dont understand others, and i dont understand myself. The real person that i am. Who am I? What am I? What am I living for? This are the questions that i have. I dont know the answers now, but i am sure, that one day in future, i will find the answers to these questions. And when i find the answers to there questions, I will also find the true meaning of life..